Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Still Waiting

Hello to all, may I start by thanking all you lovely kind people who kave taken the time to read my blog.

Well im still waiting for my crb check to come back and get my start date fro my new job.

I saw lainey today wich was great as im not going to make creative writing tomorrow.

I have a committee meeting to attend and i volunteer as the secetary to help out and I really enjoy doing it 99% of the time.

My sister samie came round today she is having another baby she already has alovely little boy called logan i love them both very much. Also my brothers girlfriend is exspecting a little boy and she laready has a little girl called tia she is so lovely and cute and i love her dearly aswell so there will be lots of baby's soon they are both due about 8 weeks apart if that makes sence.

ive really got into pogo the game site lainey intoduced me to it and now im always playing on it lol.

im feeling anxious at the moment and for no particular reason that i can think of just feeling very unsettled aand figity. I often get like it but its a bit worse today hayho thats the way it goes.

Id really like to take a minute to say thankyou to lainey for the past year i really value her friendship i know i might sound really soppy but sometimes its needed she has been a wonderfull friend to me as i find it hard to keep friendships going not because of the person but because of me and the way i am she is a very careing and understanding person and has a brilliant sence of humor so thankyou for bieng such a good friend.

right im glad ive got that out in the open it probably would have come out wrong if i tried to say it because i get tong tied. my cat cuddles is lovely she is 2 next month on the 21st im not sure what to get her for her birthday but ive already got her a stocking and a pet cracker and a calender with pet treats in it for christmas lol she is really spoiled but if your going to have a pet then why not spoil them thats what they deserve. nothing but the best for cuddles , so ive gone on enough bye for now xxxxx

Sunday, 19 October 2008

Creative wrtitng

Creative Writing 15/10/2008

The man walking down the street had a big dark leather mac. The street was quiet with quaint little houses it was midnight and stormy the rain was falling down heavy and fast beating down upon his face. The door is closed stopping him from entering his house it’s a wooden door with a small step and not much shelter.

He searches franticly for his keys getting wetter as the minutes go by, then he drops them its very dark and it’s making it harder for him to see them. He’s now on his knees desperately trying to find the keys his trousers are soaked at the knees and covered in mud could this situation be any worse. Finally he finds his keys and opens the door as he opens the door he falls through the door and crashes into his hall way. Suddenly the lights go on and a voice shouts what’s going on hear? He looks up and his wife is standing at the top of the stairs looking rather miffed.

I couldn’t find my keys dear, sorry!

You silly old man, why didn’t you just ring the door bell like any normal person?

I didn’t want to wake you up he replied, well it’s to late now take all those wet clothes off and put some dry ones on or you will catch a cold.

After getting changed in to some clean and dry clothes he makes a drink to warm himself up. What a dreadful night he thinks to himself I’m glad that I’m home and it’s over time for bed I think.

Well just as he is climbing the stairs he hears a great big crash what was that? He runs into the front room and he can’t believe his eyes there is glass everywhere, the rain and wind is rushing through his window in the middle of his front room was the great big oak tree from the front garden.

Thursday, 16 October 2008

Bipolar up and down

Hi im having a bit of a change in mood at the mo, so much emotion inside and so many thoughts.
Alot of things in my life are changing but there changing for the good so its not all bad I just find it really hard to ajust to change even the positive type. Having Bipolar is a challenge on its own but im getting there . I have some really cool friends who are there for me and my family are ok too. ive been stable for over three years and its great but i dont hold my breath i just thank god and count my blessings. one step at a time is my moto and its works honest.
im still waiting for my crb check so i can actually start at my new job .
Making big decisions always seems so hard and drains me mentaly but they have to be made life is never easy but its just the way it goes .
Im going to turkey in august and im very excited about it its going to be very hot and im going to sit by the pool with a good book and just chill out for once my holidays so far have been none stop on the go exspecialy when i went to Egypt i was so tierd when we got home but it was so gorgeous we stayed on a boat on the nile for a week and went in a hotair ballon over the valley of the Kings it was so romantic anyway more about Egypt another time by for now

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

First Time

Hi this is my first blog so here goes, ive had a very busy day at creative writing which was really good its always good tosee my friend Elaine. Then it was of to the doctors for my ears to be sorted so that was a relief. I poped in to see my cuz cj as she just had a operation on her jaw bless.
All ive done since ive been home is house work but at least its done and in a min ill be chillin in front of the telly to watch Silent Witness i'll post what I did at creative writing when I work out how to do it. well there you go my first blog wasn't that bad after all im off as andy will be home soon and ive missed him today as I do everyday soppy old me hes only been at work lol