Friday, 19 December 2008

sorry its been so long

hi all ive been so busy lately but its been a good knid of busy if you know what i mean. Im really enjoying work and have made some new friends. my new sofa is arriving tomorrow ive never had a new sofa so im really excited. im ready for xmas and get more excited everyday. ill be at andys mums for xmas so i havnt got to cook and im working boxing day . im getting a ring from andy as my present and its wrapped up and he put it on the top of the tree. cuddles spends her days eyeing up the xmas tree and luckily hasnt had it over this year tuch wood. things are going very well and i havnt felt this settled and happy for a long time im still learning that when things are good and going well to enjoy it and not fear it to go with the flow . my sister is having a baby girl in aprill i went with her for her scan. you could see the little fingers moving it made me cry.
well im off to bed i have work in the morning id just like to wish everyone a lovely christmas and a happy new year love laura xxxxxx

Monday, 17 November 2008

liitle poems

Waiting for your turn,
Time seems to slowly tick by,
Then your name is called.

Drowning in your love,
Passion flowing through my veins,
Eternal love.

New fresh beginning,
Turn a mew page in the chapter,
Once upon a time.

some more creativeness

Creative writing 20/10/08

Orange and Red that’s what enters my head as I’m looking at this picture that’s set straight ahead.
An autumn day is what comes to mind my favourite time of year the leaves have fallen to the ground leaving a beautiful colourful blanket of red, orange, yellow and brown the trees are bare but strong in the wind. A gentle breeze is all it takes to make the woods sing there magic song which to us is the rustle of the leaves. The animals are starting to settle down and getting ready for what lies ahead the long long winter when they hibernate. The wood in autumn is such a magical place it’s like a whole other world where you can be whoever you your imagination will let you be. The queen of the fairies perhaps or goldilocks. Far in the distance there is a lovely little house with a great big chimney it is a beautiful house with a big gate and lovely beams of dark wood.
As you get closer you can smell lovely food being cooked coming from the house maybe it is the three bears after all. The closer you get the more your tummy rumbles the most delightful aroma is slowly wafting through the woods. You could probably smell it for miles and miles. When you get to the big gate there is a huge tree with a swing I wonder whose swing it is what fun it would be to play on this swing. At the door way is a pile of logs freshly cut for a big fire they must be to keep you very warm in the cold days ahead. The door is open so I go on inside “hello is anybody here” but there is no reply. I go into the kitchen and by the cooker is an old lady stirring something in a great big pot “hello dear” say’s the lady “have you washed you hands for dinner “yes Nan I reply. After all this house does not belong to the three bears but to my lovely Nan who I’m visiting but it could you know it really could!


Hi to all, at last ive started my job and im loveing it I feel so grown up and a human at last. Its hard work but very rewarding at the same time. Im going to Egypt not turkey as my boyfriend loves egypt and usually ends up getting his own way LOL . We have been together for 3 lovely years on the 24th of december and i love him just as much as i did when we got together.
it is my lovely cat Cuddles birthday on the 21st of this month she will be 2 years old and is still very cheeky. I am visiting eastbourne tomorrow because there are some lovely flats by the harbour and we have always wanted to live there so we are veiwing some and we will stop at our favorite restarant Frannkie and Bennys yumyum. is anyone watching im a celeb get me out of here i have and its great but i dont like kilroy,s attitude what do you all think let me know.
I saw elaine the other day it was nice to catch up it felt like ages since we had a catch hope all is ok with mum went for a job interview so im keeping my fingers crossed for her and i will let you know how she got on. so take care everyone and sorry it been ages but im a scatter brain and remerber when it to late for me to get on the computer xx

Sunday, 2 November 2008

sorry its taken so long

well im back and im soory its taken so long for me to get another blog sorted but ive started work yipee! at last ive been there for a week and im really likeing it everyone is really nice.
im not getting much of anything done really i did a 12 hour shift for the first time in my life and i take my hat off to all those people who do it all the time its very hard. my cat is not likeing the fireworks poor little luv but i dont ether. ive been giving her extra cuddles seems strange writing about giving my cat cuddles as her name is cuddles lol. how is everyone well I hope. i have ear ake and its driving me bonkers cant get to the doctors till tomorrow so ill leave it there.
bye for now xxx

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Still Waiting

Hello to all, may I start by thanking all you lovely kind people who kave taken the time to read my blog.

Well im still waiting for my crb check to come back and get my start date fro my new job.

I saw lainey today wich was great as im not going to make creative writing tomorrow.

I have a committee meeting to attend and i volunteer as the secetary to help out and I really enjoy doing it 99% of the time.

My sister samie came round today she is having another baby she already has alovely little boy called logan i love them both very much. Also my brothers girlfriend is exspecting a little boy and she laready has a little girl called tia she is so lovely and cute and i love her dearly aswell so there will be lots of baby's soon they are both due about 8 weeks apart if that makes sence.

ive really got into pogo the game site lainey intoduced me to it and now im always playing on it lol.

im feeling anxious at the moment and for no particular reason that i can think of just feeling very unsettled aand figity. I often get like it but its a bit worse today hayho thats the way it goes.

Id really like to take a minute to say thankyou to lainey for the past year i really value her friendship i know i might sound really soppy but sometimes its needed she has been a wonderfull friend to me as i find it hard to keep friendships going not because of the person but because of me and the way i am she is a very careing and understanding person and has a brilliant sence of humor so thankyou for bieng such a good friend.

right im glad ive got that out in the open it probably would have come out wrong if i tried to say it because i get tong tied. my cat cuddles is lovely she is 2 next month on the 21st im not sure what to get her for her birthday but ive already got her a stocking and a pet cracker and a calender with pet treats in it for christmas lol she is really spoiled but if your going to have a pet then why not spoil them thats what they deserve. nothing but the best for cuddles , so ive gone on enough bye for now xxxxx

Sunday, 19 October 2008

Creative wrtitng

Creative Writing 15/10/2008

The man walking down the street had a big dark leather mac. The street was quiet with quaint little houses it was midnight and stormy the rain was falling down heavy and fast beating down upon his face. The door is closed stopping him from entering his house it’s a wooden door with a small step and not much shelter.

He searches franticly for his keys getting wetter as the minutes go by, then he drops them its very dark and it’s making it harder for him to see them. He’s now on his knees desperately trying to find the keys his trousers are soaked at the knees and covered in mud could this situation be any worse. Finally he finds his keys and opens the door as he opens the door he falls through the door and crashes into his hall way. Suddenly the lights go on and a voice shouts what’s going on hear? He looks up and his wife is standing at the top of the stairs looking rather miffed.

I couldn’t find my keys dear, sorry!

You silly old man, why didn’t you just ring the door bell like any normal person?

I didn’t want to wake you up he replied, well it’s to late now take all those wet clothes off and put some dry ones on or you will catch a cold.

After getting changed in to some clean and dry clothes he makes a drink to warm himself up. What a dreadful night he thinks to himself I’m glad that I’m home and it’s over time for bed I think.

Well just as he is climbing the stairs he hears a great big crash what was that? He runs into the front room and he can’t believe his eyes there is glass everywhere, the rain and wind is rushing through his window in the middle of his front room was the great big oak tree from the front garden.

Thursday, 16 October 2008

Bipolar up and down

Hi im having a bit of a change in mood at the mo, so much emotion inside and so many thoughts.
Alot of things in my life are changing but there changing for the good so its not all bad I just find it really hard to ajust to change even the positive type. Having Bipolar is a challenge on its own but im getting there . I have some really cool friends who are there for me and my family are ok too. ive been stable for over three years and its great but i dont hold my breath i just thank god and count my blessings. one step at a time is my moto and its works honest.
im still waiting for my crb check so i can actually start at my new job .
Making big decisions always seems so hard and drains me mentaly but they have to be made life is never easy but its just the way it goes .
Im going to turkey in august and im very excited about it its going to be very hot and im going to sit by the pool with a good book and just chill out for once my holidays so far have been none stop on the go exspecialy when i went to Egypt i was so tierd when we got home but it was so gorgeous we stayed on a boat on the nile for a week and went in a hotair ballon over the valley of the Kings it was so romantic anyway more about Egypt another time by for now

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

First Time

Hi this is my first blog so here goes, ive had a very busy day at creative writing which was really good its always good tosee my friend Elaine. Then it was of to the doctors for my ears to be sorted so that was a relief. I poped in to see my cuz cj as she just had a operation on her jaw bless.
All ive done since ive been home is house work but at least its done and in a min ill be chillin in front of the telly to watch Silent Witness i'll post what I did at creative writing when I work out how to do it. well there you go my first blog wasn't that bad after all im off as andy will be home soon and ive missed him today as I do everyday soppy old me hes only been at work lol